i hope you enjoy the skills that remained. If that's the case keep enjoying it. For me, freestyle does not have to be training you ass off all day and then quit at some point and never freestyle again.
PS: this forum is so dead that posting here is like shouting out into the dark (or like keeping your own diary, I find that picture pretty accurate :D ). Still, I thought it would be kind responding to you since i appreciate what your doing. Otherwise there would have been a good chance that no one commented here at all.