sorry khoa, for me freestyle is something to work on, hardwork! and improve. if i feel in another year (or 2 maybe) i am not improving i will just quit and admit i sucked

but i would like to work my butt off before i quit..
Good for you if you have a created a world where you can enter anytime and feel good about it, have fun, relax and get rid of your worries. good luck with that. however, i think there are many other ways to do this relaxing stuff you are talking about.